5th of April, 2008 - SaturdayIt's been 4 year since our first met. Though it sounds abit long time ago, but everything happened just like within few seconds. I cant force the time to halt, I cant pause it, and I just can do nothing...da sadness in my mind, da sorrow that I felt, the loath in my heart, and damelancholy that accompanying me for this few days...I dreamed quite a few nights. It's kinda nightmare. Da time for us to say goodbye. It's just a little step to reach out...
I cant predict when were we have the chance to chit chat together in our fav venue, "green forest", and cant envisage the opportunity for us to have our meals jointly. I don't know when will we have the time to hang out together, and I totally anxious to further think about it. Angels, you all really enrolled in my life more than a lot I can explain. I'm used to be with you all. Every nights, I've been seeking for the poignant songs that able to describe our love of friendship, and to ell you all how reluctantly I am to leave you all. It been a long time for me to reminiscent every moment we had together. Know wat? When I'm depress and moodless, you gals pictures really bring back loads of sweet memories to me. You all did cheer my life up without consciousness...
These four years, what I sense is I do changed alot. jasey has learned to be independent, to be stalwart, to be tolerating, and to love and vice versa. Badly, Jasey remained stubborn. I felt so sorry to that. Every moment we spent together, every word from you gals did goes through my mind and underwent interpretation. I learned tons of knowledge from you all. Maybe, for you all, I;m just a miscellaneous gal as others. but, each of you really means alot to me... promise.
Jasey wanna apologize for whatever that I did wrongly for these far. I know sometimes my words is quite piqued, and sometimes I'm quite forcing and pushing you gals hardly. Sorry for all these. Though there is no more chance for me to heal all those holes that I've created, but JaseyJasey will try her best not to mean it anymore. Angels, please forgive me, and I said it sincerely from my heart.
Angels, through this four years, i realize what's the real meaning of friendship. You all are so different from my high school buddies. The strongest bond has successfully nurtured. These are called the pious frauds of friendship. Every jiffy we spent are so incalculable, every jokes is so hilarious, and every tear we shared are so touched and true. Thanks lotz. Jasey really treasure you all.
Thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate frienship. For us, friendship is the angels that guide you throughout your life. Viva forever.
Goodbye my dear friends, but yet, you all are so close to be, right in my heart.
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