Love DC 愛上DC

Unintentionally, i choose for DC rather than Nike in this case...Here it is!

Love,
Jasey

成長了...

離開那島嶼的第15天...
我漸漸習慣了這樣的生活.
無可否認, 這是蠻難忍受的.
在臺北的第一,二和三天,
收到他的mail是挺感動的,
讓我不知覺的期待每天得到關於他的消息...
第15天了. 15天裏也只有那6封.
漸漸發覺, 原來期待永遠會帶來失望.
還以爲能淡忘,但愚蠢的我心中永遠都有著那一絲絲的期盼.
好懊惱自己的頑固,堅持與懵懂.
終于,眼淚不再是在眼裏打滾,
而是不知覺的墮落.

慣性背叛...我終于醒悟了...

Love,
Jasey

Abhorrence towards “I LOVE YOU”

I’m an idiot, for spending 8 years to this shit.
I’m such imprudent for trusting every single promise by you. At the end only I found out all are crapz.
Don’t give any promises to me anymore. It’s tiring to trust others but at the end only find out I’m the one being bamboozled.
Sorry to tell Im hurt. For the time being I’ll just slowly pull up the crush on you for these few years. It’s hard though, but I promise I can make it.
I need a rest. A well rest.
I need to focus, yes, only to my career, family and friends.

Thanks god for such a nice arrangement that I don’t need to work in M’sia for the coming months. It’s the best time for me to dumb myself with only career. Amen!

Love, Jasey

Peace. Love. Life

Quit

Finally, I brave up myself to make this decision after 8 days of consideration. I thought I can get through all these, but, I finally realize, Im just nothing and aint strong enough to handle everything.

My fault, for dragging everything. I hate to be in such circumstance. Nobody knows how do I feel, and its useless for me to describe word by words. Indeed, its far beyond words for any description.

Jasey, please stay strong, I know you can make it. But, at the end, I fall. Fall till the deepest hollow, and felt the extreme ache.

Between career and love, I only can choose one?? Yes. I go for career now. I aint a good player in a relationship. Failed in an 8 years relationship is such throbbing. All dreams gone. Nothing is left behind.

“Love is nothing, it’s just a commitment.”

Love, Jasey

True fren is more precious than everything

Time flies...

After two months of training in Taipei, I do really learned a lot. Not only technically, yet, mentally. My thought for everything have changed recently. Nobody knows.

Took an off day during last weekend, trekked down to town to meet my buddies. Yes, Angels! Those I miss the most, those I treasure the most, and yet, those I appreciate the most. Thanks angels for the wonderful gathering. Do really thankful for everything.

Things come to worst when I get back from the town to the island. It miffed yet hurt me badly. Can’t have a nice sleep during the nights, tears are the only companion.

I don’t want to know more. I’m so stupid for being fooled for 88 days. It’s anguishing. The soreness is unbearable. What should I do.

Just came bac from Taipei for a week. So many things happened at once. Exultant to disconcert. Both totally contrary feelings came within 2 days.

Gals. Wake up. I always believe that love or relationship is all about TRUST. But, tis time, its hurt because of trust. I give up already. I’ll wait and see how’s the scenario goes. Waiting, still my only way to solve everything.

Be patient, serene and stay strong.

Love, Jasey

Happy 牛 Year~

Happy Ox Year!

This is kinda fresh experience for me, at the beginning of a new year in lunar calendar.

Yup, the first time, Im celebrating new year away from my family, and yet, ALL ALONE!

Yesday, joined my colleague’s in Taiwan for the reunion dinner.
Having a reunion dinner togheter wif other family is cool. Yet, it make me feels wanna bac home.
Yell! Yes, I want and I wish to be home. But, It sounds so impossible over here.

The beginning of a career is always tough, as wat im facing now.

This is the second trip for my training in Taiwan, and last training shawl my Christmas away from me ><. This? No more new year, and no more V day. Sux!

Yet, wat to do? Tis is life.

Anyhow, ill never think and expect much from this new year, but, good health and good career path will do. This journey is fun, yet interesting for my future pathway. Do my best

Love, Jasey

She's sweet!

Im here to boast about this lil gal, CHLOE again! Yet, she owned da wallpaper of mine and her grannie’s mobile! Im thinking…her grandpa will soon requesting and begging for this cutie’s pic! Hahahah. Lovely and idyllic! Congratz to my eldest sis, Katie and bro-in-law, Jerry again! her grandparent nonstop mentioning their granddaughter throughout da day! owh...they love her more than everything TOO!

Little babe named CHLOE

Finally finally, Im upgraded to another rank, though it sounds old to baptize, but yet, im really pompous abt it. “AUNTY JASEY”! Yup, I got my very very first NIECE in my life! Owh, congratz to my eldest sis, Katie and my bro in law, Jerry for their first had born daughter, CHLOE! It’s the first babe in my Ong family, which is wat my parent desperate of so far. Yupz, they love Babe sooooo much. Such repentant as I don’t have the chance to get down to the town to visit my niece due to my work. Oh yeah, Im back to Malaysia after the 30days staying alone in Taipei. An adventurous trip though, as everything didn’t have prior plan when I’m there in fact. Back to the story, I’m really really proud of my sis and bro in law for the babe, she’s soooooo CUTE! *wink wink* But yet, as indicated by the elders, it is better to use the reverse phrase to praise a new born. Argh, how dare you want me voice out those ugly words then to the cutie, Heartache! Frankly, I don’t love kids, but im sure, this CHLOE, shud be the first babe that I’ll pamper of! I LOVE HER! Big and sloppy kiss to the lil cutie, CHLOE!