Abhorrence towards “I LOVE YOU”

I’m an idiot, for spending 8 years to this shit.
I’m such imprudent for trusting every single promise by you. At the end only I found out all are crapz.
Don’t give any promises to me anymore. It’s tiring to trust others but at the end only find out I’m the one being bamboozled.
Sorry to tell Im hurt. For the time being I’ll just slowly pull up the crush on you for these few years. It’s hard though, but I promise I can make it.
I need a rest. A well rest.
I need to focus, yes, only to my career, family and friends.

Thanks god for such a nice arrangement that I don’t need to work in M’sia for the coming months. It’s the best time for me to dumb myself with only career. Amen!

Love, Jasey