Pictures have their words.

Browsing through the webs...Seeking high and low. Felt the emptiness in my heart abruptly...Thinking of what to do. Mmm. I did blog years ago right?

"Back to basic, be simple", I always bear in mind and speak to myself wif this. Too much things happened simultaneously. My life got a big turn since October 2009. anyhow, I do treasure, every single day I faced, every memories I have. Succinctly, I changed too. In the way to think, to speak, and to act, wisely. At least, I willing to back to simple. Simple means all.

Photography and swimming are what I always do when Im moody. Others claimed that, my pictures have their words. And, mostly are moody shots. Yes my frens, I take pictures are depends on my mood, the memories I wanted to keep, and the feeling I wanted to show. I love photograhy, but, I love to be basics in photograhy as well. If can, how desperate am I to shoot every single moment that I can, just as a record, of my lil life.

Sunday, ppl out there partying, having fun adn enjoying the weekend. Me, I rooted at home, my home sweet home in Sg Petani. And, due to boredom, I went shooting, at my house's back yard. Conceivably, how funny am I. Well, do the shots beneath speak? I'm wondering....

I still remember the moments when we playing with the candles to fight agaist the ants at this trunk during the mid-autumn festival...Funny yet childish. It just bring me back to my childhood.

I always love the bamboos.

The lil toy for my doggie. She will seek for the golf ball, pass it to you, and ask you to play wif her. How cute.

She ignored me...*ish*. One of my doggie, wif kinda weird name from my eldest sis, which is "Feitutu". Becoz how chubby she is when she is young!

Love,
Jasey

Love DC 愛上DC

Unintentionally, i choose for DC rather than Nike in this case...Here it is!

Love,
Jasey

成長了...

離開那島嶼的第15天...
我漸漸習慣了這樣的生活.
無可否認, 這是蠻難忍受的.
在臺北的第一,二和三天,
收到他的mail是挺感動的,
讓我不知覺的期待每天得到關於他的消息...
第15天了. 15天裏也只有那6封.
漸漸發覺, 原來期待永遠會帶來失望.
還以爲能淡忘,但愚蠢的我心中永遠都有著那一絲絲的期盼.
好懊惱自己的頑固,堅持與懵懂.
終于,眼淚不再是在眼裏打滾,
而是不知覺的墮落.

慣性背叛...我終于醒悟了...

Love,
Jasey

Abhorrence towards “I LOVE YOU”

I’m an idiot, for spending 8 years to this shit.
I’m such imprudent for trusting every single promise by you. At the end only I found out all are crapz.
Don’t give any promises to me anymore. It’s tiring to trust others but at the end only find out I’m the one being bamboozled.
Sorry to tell Im hurt. For the time being I’ll just slowly pull up the crush on you for these few years. It’s hard though, but I promise I can make it.
I need a rest. A well rest.
I need to focus, yes, only to my career, family and friends.

Thanks god for such a nice arrangement that I don’t need to work in M’sia for the coming months. It’s the best time for me to dumb myself with only career. Amen!

Love, Jasey

Peace. Love. Life

Quit

Finally, I brave up myself to make this decision after 8 days of consideration. I thought I can get through all these, but, I finally realize, Im just nothing and aint strong enough to handle everything.

My fault, for dragging everything. I hate to be in such circumstance. Nobody knows how do I feel, and its useless for me to describe word by words. Indeed, its far beyond words for any description.

Jasey, please stay strong, I know you can make it. But, at the end, I fall. Fall till the deepest hollow, and felt the extreme ache.

Between career and love, I only can choose one?? Yes. I go for career now. I aint a good player in a relationship. Failed in an 8 years relationship is such throbbing. All dreams gone. Nothing is left behind.

“Love is nothing, it’s just a commitment.”

Love, Jasey

True fren is more precious than everything

Time flies...

After two months of training in Taipei, I do really learned a lot. Not only technically, yet, mentally. My thought for everything have changed recently. Nobody knows.

Took an off day during last weekend, trekked down to town to meet my buddies. Yes, Angels! Those I miss the most, those I treasure the most, and yet, those I appreciate the most. Thanks angels for the wonderful gathering. Do really thankful for everything.

Things come to worst when I get back from the town to the island. It miffed yet hurt me badly. Can’t have a nice sleep during the nights, tears are the only companion.

I don’t want to know more. I’m so stupid for being fooled for 88 days. It’s anguishing. The soreness is unbearable. What should I do.

Just came bac from Taipei for a week. So many things happened at once. Exultant to disconcert. Both totally contrary feelings came within 2 days.

Gals. Wake up. I always believe that love or relationship is all about TRUST. But, tis time, its hurt because of trust. I give up already. I’ll wait and see how’s the scenario goes. Waiting, still my only way to solve everything.

Be patient, serene and stay strong.

Love, Jasey