Away from the hassles of the real world

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Finally, I brave up myself to make this decision after 8 days of consideration. I thought I can get through all these, but, I finally realize, Im just nothing and aint strong enough to handle everything.

My fault, for dragging everything. I hate to be in such circumstance. Nobody knows how do I feel, and its useless for me to describe word by words. Indeed, its far beyond words for any description.

Jasey, please stay strong, I know you can make it. But, at the end, I fall. Fall till the deepest hollow, and felt the extreme ache.

Between career and love, I only can choose one?? Yes. I go for career now. I aint a good player in a relationship. Failed in an 8 years relationship is such throbbing. All dreams gone. Nothing is left behind.

“Love is nothing, it’s just a commitment.”

Love, Jasey

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

True fren is more precious than everything

Time flies...

After two months of training in Taipei, I do really learned a lot. Not only technically, yet, mentally. My thought for everything have changed recently. Nobody knows.

Took an off day during last weekend, trekked down to town to meet my buddies. Yes, Angels! Those I miss the most, those I treasure the most, and yet, those I appreciate the most. Thanks angels for the wonderful gathering. Do really thankful for everything.

Things come to worst when I get back from the town to the island. It miffed yet hurt me badly. Can’t have a nice sleep during the nights, tears are the only companion.

I don’t want to know more. I’m so stupid for being fooled for 88 days. It’s anguishing. The soreness is unbearable. What should I do.

Just came bac from Taipei for a week. So many things happened at once. Exultant to disconcert. Both totally contrary feelings came within 2 days.

Gals. Wake up. I always believe that love or relationship is all about TRUST. But, tis time, its hurt because of trust. I give up already. I’ll wait and see how’s the scenario goes. Waiting, still my only way to solve everything.

Be patient, serene and stay strong.

Love, Jasey

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy 牛 Year~

Standard Operating Procedure

Happy Ox Year!

This is kinda fresh experience for me, at the beginning of a new year in lunar calendar.

Yup, the first time, Im celebrating new year away from my family, and yet, ALL ALONE!

Yesday, joined my colleague’s in Taiwan for the reunion dinner.
Having a reunion dinner togheter wif other family is cool. Yet, it make me feels wanna bac home.
Yell! Yes, I want and I wish to be home. But, It sounds so impossible over here.

The beginning of a career is always tough, as wat im facing now.

This is the second trip for my training in Taiwan, and last training shawl my Christmas away from me ><. This? No more new year, and no more V day. Sux!

Yet, wat to do? Tis is life.

Anyhow, ill never think and expect much from this new year, but, good health and good career path will do. This journey is fun, yet interesting for my future pathway. Do my best

Love, Jasey

Thursday, January 08, 2009

She's sweet!

Im here to boast about this lil gal, CHLOE again! Yet, she owned da wallpaper of mine and her grannie’s mobile! Im thinking…her grandpa will soon requesting and begging for this cutie’s pic! Hahahah. Lovely and idyllic! Congratz to my eldest sis, Katie and bro-in-law, Jerry again! her grandparent nonstop mentioning their granddaughter throughout da day! owh...they love her more than everything TOO!

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Little babe named CHLOE

Finally finally, Im upgraded to another rank, though it sounds old to baptize, but yet, im really pompous abt it. “AUNTY JASEY”! Yup, I got my very very first NIECE in my life! Owh, congratz to my eldest sis, Katie and my bro in law, Jerry for their first had born daughter, CHLOE! It’s the first babe in my Ong family, which is wat my parent desperate of so far. Yupz, they love Babe sooooo much. Such repentant as I don’t have the chance to get down to the town to visit my niece due to my work. Oh yeah, Im back to Malaysia after the 30days staying alone in Taipei. An adventurous trip though, as everything didn’t have prior plan when I’m there in fact. Back to the story, I’m really really proud of my sis and bro in law for the babe, she’s soooooo CUTE! *wink wink* But yet, as indicated by the elders, it is better to use the reverse phrase to praise a new born. Argh, how dare you want me voice out those ugly words then to the cutie, Heartache! Frankly, I don’t love kids, but im sure, this CHLOE, shud be the first babe that I’ll pamper of! I LOVE HER! Big and sloppy kiss to the lil cutie, CHLOE!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

臺北美食

來到臺北，當然不可放過當地的美食。不知不覺，來這兒實習已有三個星期了，心中有許多的不捨，但也有未知的快樂。不捨，必是這兒熱情的人民，這兒涼快的氣候，還有，當然是這兒多麽和我口味的美食咯！很感激，賜我這寶貴的機會及拆選我的人。雖然，我只是個小小的學士，也沒有豐富的經驗，也沒有那豐厚的知識，但，我想，我不會放棄現在所得的，也不會令看得起我的人失望吧！行，我行的！雖然來到臺北，最擔心的應該是我最愛的吧－Daddy and Momsy. 他們還專程飛來臺北探望我這小女兒，很感動！Thanks dad and mom. Love u both always, and yet, the deepest! 以下為一部分在這兒享用的美食。　雖然不是每到都很讚，但，還過得去啦，除了那泰國餐！超遜的 ><